even after two months,
i cannot stop repeating that same scene on the nights that i stayed overnight at the hospital accompanying you in your final days.
something is mentally screwing me over...
i watch videos, and listen to music and they still retrace me back to thoughts of you.
i miss you....
too bad such is life.
there seems to be quite an imbalance in my life at the moment.
but i do believe that there will be one day.. that i'll have more happier days than sad.