wonder if you've ever been here before.
have you ever been here before?
where you try to fight off thoughts and feelings that seep through your consciousness, you know they'll re-occur again. But every time it seeps through, you close your eyes tightly, letting the tears roll down your dampened cheeks,
you don't let your feelings seep through.
you don't let them pour through into your soul.
you don't let them access what your mind wants.
you shut your eyes.
you shut your eyes tight, hoping to see the morning light which represents the diminished thoughts you had earlier on.
ignore how you feel. Don't let your anger take over. Hide your unhappiness. Is that really the way to go?
too much of the hiding might damage your soul.
but too much anger might just represent a temper or enable a series of unnecessary negativity.
so which way are you supposed to walk?