days like this,
you feel so helpless.
even the thought of appearing in public is frightening.
and all you think you need to do is take a deep breath and clear the lump in your throat, and things would become better.
i want to stop living like this.
feeling helpless.. and disgusted.
i keep telling myself that everyone has their own flaws... and positives and you're just like everyone else.
but that isn't the truth.
at least i don;t think so.