national sibling day
Yesterday was national sibling day. I felt quite down for a while. I haven't seen my sister in two weeks.. she hasn't come home. I guess thats okay. As long as she is happy and safe, i'll be happy. But i wish she could try and keep contact with me or people in the family. It's sad that i feel like we're slowly becoming the outsiders in her life.
it brings me to tears that even at this age, we still haven't discovered that close sibling relationship that people usually develop.
I'm sad that you can forget family.
I'm sad that i don't know what to do with my feelings.
and that i don't know whether i should hate you or love you.
just thinking about you gives me a lump in my throat.
I messaged you a few days ago that i missed you, and you didn't even bother to reply to that.
you know how much courage it took to send that!? >=[
I SHALL ENJOY MY LIFE AND NOT CARE! :)